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6月24日
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先逃回家住两天，明天又得起程了~~
哎~~~今年暑假算是全部没了啊，过几天考完试就去皖南测绘10天，接着去上海10天，紧接着去江西和皖南一带写生，暑假就结束了啊，哭~~~~还我暑假来！！！！！
2006-6-19
牢骚(for my self only~~)
I've been good and I've been kind, Mother,
Doing only what I learned from you.
Why, then, am I left behind, Mother,
Is there something more that I should do?
What is wrong with me Mother?
Something must be wrong!
I wish..
Mother said be good,
Father said be nice,
That was always their advice.
So be nice, Cinderella,
Good, Cinderella,
Nice good good nice
What's the good of being good
If everyone is blind
And you're always left behind?
Never mind, Cinderella,
Kind Cinderella--
Nice good good kind good nice--
oh~~god knows how I love thee--Sondheim!!!
Now I'm on my own again,everybody is happily going out for dinner,I didn't even get invited.
Well,it aways sucks to be me!!!!!
unhappy,very very unhappy~~!!!!!(just thinging about the song in "the producer"
PS:刚看了国家地理介绍丝路的片子,里面介绍了斯文.赫定 ,一个很有意思的人,开始对他很感兴趣了,决定去图书馆找他的著作读读~~~
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2006-6-18
通宵了终于...
好容易盼来一个通宵,没想一大早学校的电网就跟我们开了个大玩笑~
早上供电没几秒就断了,都睡着没醒的说,以为是电费欠了,跑去交,结果又不是这原因,折腾到晚上很迟才来的电~~充分领教到学校各办事处的低效跟无能~~算了,懒的提了就是了.
抓了同学来陪我看完了美女和野兽的动画,确实经典~不知道以前为什么一直没看完(大概是想留着以后慢慢看吧,每想留这么久了都);好想好想看音乐剧版的啊,超喜欢贝儿那套黄色礼服~~剧照也看过一点,很华丽的啊~
之后又拖住同学一起复习了遍<kiss me kate>,觉得还是最初的感觉:歌曲好听,剧情有趣(不包括冗长的舞蹈部分),但就是那种轻浮的气氛始终弥漫着,还有那结局实在够戗,kate的台词让人很不舒服(说恶心都不为过了~~)莎翁的原剧倒很想拜度一下了,不过还是先放放吧,把安妮阿姨的十本小说读完了再说~~汗
玩到现在,累了,困了,要休息咯~
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2006-6-16
日记
最近没的看,又看了一遍Elisabeth,每次都被女王陛下的言行感动的一塌糊涂~~这次也不例外~~
"若他们说：她发疯了！我会依然微笑。 我站在钢索上，恐惧噬啮我灵魂。往下看，我看见什么？没有，没有，什么都没有！ 我一分一分向前挪动，可让我恐怖的究竟是什么？没有，没有，什么都没有！ 也许只有发疯才能带来完全的自由。但我缺乏疯狂的勇气。于是我在生活中扮演强者的角色，仿佛我的生命不过是一场骗局，一个错误。生活没有，没有，永远没有满足。"
PS:今年tony奖获大奖的都不是呼声大的啊,都不大熟悉的说,在yourtube上看了点片段,觉得有的还挺感人的,下载了原声听起来是不错,不过好象少了那种让人惊喜的剧目,很多剧光听还是少了很多感觉的,什么时候有机会一定要去百老汇看live show啊~~
继续帖歌词,还是avenue Q清新啊,想去年还打印了一本歌词带来好好学习的呢~~
Song: There's a Fine, Fine Line Lyrics
Kate Monster:
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...
There's a fine, fine line between together and APART.
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
OK,听Jersey Boys 去了~~~
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2006-6-15
嘿嘿,传照片啦~~
建筑风作品制作中~~~
拼贴画ps了一下照片就全权交给城规的朋友们啦,辛苦你们了啊~~~
折纸真的好麻烦哪,太复杂的学不会(其实是没耐心学啦),简单的又拿不出手,真矛盾~~
今天拍了点未完成的照片,因为没人给偶拍照,只好自拍了,效果很惨的啊,看者忍耐不了就表看了吧~~
| | 6月4日 1 What European City Do You Belong In?
| You Belong in Milan |
Stylish and sophisticated, you want to enjoy a truly European life - away from tourists!
Milan fits you perfectly. Great shopping, high quality food, lots of culture... with very little hype. | 2
What Color Green Are You?
| You Are Mint Green |
 Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well.
Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations.
You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life.
Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them! | 3
What Tarot Card Are You?
Claudia:
| You Are The Devil |
 You don't represent evil, but you do represent the animalistic side of humans.
You demonstrate what happens when we listen to our first instincts.
At times you tend to be materialistic and hedonistic, giving in to temptation.
Admit it, you're guilty of acting first - and forgetting to think later!
Your fortune:
Right now, you may be having a difficult time as a result of choices you have made.
You need to think about what's important in your life, and discover what chains you down.
It is the time to acknowledge your faults and take steps to overcome them.
It's also the time to let go of any fears or inhibitions that are holding you back. |
yu meng xuan:
| You Are The Star |
 You represent the ultimate in truth and purity.
Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others.
You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love.
You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal.
Your fortune:
Your future is looking brighter by the day.
The near future will be a time of both hope and healing.
Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen.
Life is about to get a lot easier and much better! |
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How American Are You?
| You Are 42% American |
 America: You don't love it or want to leave it.
But you wouldn't mind giving it an extreme make over.
On the 4th of July, you'll fly a freak flag instead...
And give Uncle Sam a sucker punch! |
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What's Your French Name?
| Your French Name is: |
 Riva Verdier |
6
What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?
| Your Lucky Underwear is Purple |
 Dreamy and idealistic, you envision great things for your life. Your lucky purple underwear can make those dreams come true!
You're a busy little butterfly. You have the most projects, interests, and friends of anyone you know.
You also have a flair for the dramatic. Sometimes too much drama comes in to your life and brings things to a stop.
If you want to focus more, and flutter less, put on your purple underpants. They'll help you get the important things done. |
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What Sort of Artist Should You Be?
| You Should Be a Painter |
 You have the vision, patience, and skill to bring your unique visions to canvas.
And you're even tempered enough not to cut your ear off in the process! | 8
How is Your Self Esteem?
| You Have Low Self Esteem 64% of the Time |
 You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not.
You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar. |
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What Is Your World View?
| Your World View |
Although you make a brave show of being self-sufficient, beneath this you are unhappy and rather mixed up.
You do not know what love is, and you are more likely to boast about your conquests in a bar than prove them in a bedroom.
You tend to attract the wrong kind of lover.
It's hard to imagine you leading a full, happy life.
The warmth and give-and-take of love are not for you.
Your sex life is ringed with unreality, and you neither understand nor appreciate the opposite sex. | 10
What Color Heart Do You Have?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorheartdoyouhavequiz/
| Your Heart Is Red |
 You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.
Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!
Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy
Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing
Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense
What you bring to relationships: Honesty |
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What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?
| Your Hair Should Be Red |
 Passionate, fiery, and sassy.
You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around. |
What's Your Inner Eye Color?
| Your Inner Eye Color Is Green |
 You're off-scale unique and creative - just like green eyes
You're peaceful, relaxed, and easy to be around
You've got an exotic flair that draws men in... with unique beauty. |
Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?
| You Should Date An Italian! |
 You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy
An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming
If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him
Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta! |
| Your Hidden Talent |
 You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! |
What Kind of Soul Are You?
| You Are a Bright Star Soul |
 Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention
In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you
You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial
And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy
You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define
A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles.
Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul |
How Lucky Are You?
| Your Luck Quotient: 72% |
 You have a high luck quotient.
More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life.
You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that.
Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way. | 5月30日 "I'll never have that chance"
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I have spent so many years
In fancy lace and beaded gowns,
I have set my hair a hundred ways,
My face I paint it up and powder it down.
This body bares a telling tale,
They pinch my cheek and wish me well.
for all their patronizing smiles
This frame remains a prison cell.
They look at me and what they see
Is one more painted china doll.
A sweet and cuddled good do well,
A painted fan, a sweet treat and the parasol.
Inside of me there lives someone
Who could have been somebody's wife,
Who could have seen their children grow,
Who could have had a normal life,
Who could have easily loved a man
And felt his kisses deep and moist.
Instead i get this kiss of death
And in this i have no choice,
imagine walking down the aisle,
I'll never have that chance.
A wedding dress of virgin white
The very best from France.
A cottage in the country,
The pleasures of romance,
Sunlight laying on my skin.
I'll never have that chance.
So no, I'll never have that chance...
They glide around society's swans,
With slim long necks and perfect breasts,
While i remain the frozen child,
A baby bird without the wings to leave her nest.
This body bares a telling tale,
They pinch my cheek and wish me wellFfor all their patronizing smiles
this frame remains a prison cell.
The mirror with its cruel laugh
Reflects this ageless face of mine
In taunting ways as if to say
'Childhood is not something you can leave behind.'
Inside of me there lives someone
Who never felt a mother's love,
Who could have heard the bells on sunday,
Kneeling in the church of God,
Who would have loved a rainy day
And never had to feel the fire.
Instead I hunger for the vein
That holds the life force I desire.
Pleasures of fine wines and dining
I'll never have that chance
the taste of chocolate and champagne,
The very best from France,
The arching of a rainbow
And the way the colors dance.
The miracle of giving birth,
I'll never have that chance.
Imagine walking down the aisle,
I'll never have that chance,
A wedding dress of virgin white,
The very best from France.
A cottage in the country,
The pleasures of romance.
Sunlight laying on my skin,
I'll never have that chance.
I know
I'll never have that chance...
I'll never have that chance...
Sail Me Away
When stars are born, are they cast out
To wander cold and lonely lost in space?
A loveless point of light that can't return
Forever fixed within one place
When love is lost and dreams are cast
Like bruised and battered pieces left to die,
When hands that reach out are betrayed
How can my tortured soul survive?
There's only thing left
And that's the one thing that you needed most of all,
For the freedom that you gained
Is the loss that led me aimless to the shore.
And I'm borne high on these waves
Swept by the wind and alone.
Oh, sail me away, carry me back to my home.
I'm tired, I've been torn,
A cruel, wretched storm churns like a gale in my bones.
Oh sail me away, carry me back to my home.
These scars run deep,
The future holds a hunger for your innocence
That passed away.
Your callous shadows mock
And make it clear some things
Were not enough to make you stay.
The moment time stands still
Is the moment that the writing's on the wall.
The words are clear as ringing bells,
That pride was present right before the fall.
And I'm borne high on these waves
Swept by the wind and alone.
Oh, sail me away, carry me back to my home.
I'm tired, I've been torn,
A cruel, wretched storm churns like a gale in my bones.
Oh sail me away, carry me back to my home.
"In Paris"
Listen to me, let me speak, upon these works of art.
I've dwelt within that fabled city. It's architecture fills my heart.
Let me tell you, I have seen where great ideas are born.
Illuminating all the darkness in the corners of the world.
Ask of me, I will tell you, let your conscience be your guide.
It's nothing but a hellhole here while Paris waits, a virgin bride.
Is it true? Were you once a pupil of the great Mozart.
It's true. But I was hopeless then, clumsy as a horse and cart.
Could it be I dreamt so long to act upon the stage and sing.
The footlights smoking at my feet while curtains rise like velvet wings.
Come with me. Let me show you the opera and the comedy.
The lamplit corner where the girls are raven haired and fancy free.
We'd play the dashing rogues and infiltrate the grand salon.
And walk in wonder through the Louvre, across the Seine to the Sorbonne.
In cafes we would feed our heads with absynthe and philosophy.
Engage the students of Voltaire and curse the aristocracy.
In Paris the bells of Notre Dame ring out
In Paris we'd raise up our voices and shout.
We'll not rest til the ramparts of that city stand before us bright and clear.
Penniless in Paris is better than the life we're leading here.
In Paris we'd search for fame.
In Paris we'd be born again.
As though the streets are paved with gold, in Paris we'd put our trust.
Paris, she was made for us. Paris, she was made for us.
In Paris we could liberate our souls.
I've heard that there's infernal noise,
The stench and cockroach out to rob [not certain about this exact line]
The hungry crowds that fill the street.
Their anarchy consumes the mob.
We'd rent a room above the din somewhere along the Boulevard.
And find employment on the stage, the unwashed mass in disregard.
And bright you'd shine, a brand new star. And you would play your violin.
We'll take the city by the throat and revel in it's glorious sin.
In Paris the bells of Notre Dame ring out
In paris we'd raise up our voices and shout.
We'll not rest til the ramparts of that city stand before us bright and clear.
Penniless in Paris is better than the life we're leading here.
In Paris we'd search for fame.
In Paris we'd be born again.
As though the streets are paved with gold, in Paris we'll put our trust.
For Paris, she was made for us. Paris, she was made for us.
In Paris we will liberate our souls.
I want more
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Don't chastise me, I'm a child
Acting as a child does.
You blind me with lifeless dolls
When what I want is blood.
You took me from the street's to complete, this union.
Do you expect some little saint, kneeling for communion?
I want more.
I want more.
Look at you, you disapprove
Like two fussy mothers.
Who are you, to criticize the habits
Of another?
Did I rock the family boat
by dining on the help?
Aren't I just the little beast?
Well, I can't stop myself.
I want more
I want more
I want more
I want more
I want more
I don't want their milk and honey,
They can keep their fine herb teas.
I don't need their chocolate hot and sweet.
It's thick and red for me.
For everyone that comes along, knocking on this door.
Don't blame me, it's your fault, that I want more.
Look at me, I'm so sweet,
I'm innocent and charming.
But all you see is some spoilt brat,
A child so demanding.
Don't fuss so, you both know
The rapture of the bite.
Is not monstrous,
It's just Claudia's healthy appetite
And I want more
I want more.
Should I be the little miss
And while away the hours?
I think not, I'd rather hunt
Then cut up people flowers.
Thanks to you, things I do
Verge on the obscene.
What a pair of hypocrites
Well this cat wants her cream.
I want more
I want more
I want more
I want more
I want more
I wonder through the street's at night
and find a charming couple.
Who fear that such an angel lost
Could find herself in trouble.
They can't resist my trembling lip
My eyes so filled with tears.
They rest my head upon their necks
(sighs)
'Oh Dear'
More
I want more
I want more
I don't want their milk and honey,
They can keep thoes fine herb teas.
I don't need their chocolate hot and sweet.
It's thick and red for me.
For everyone that comes along, knocking on this door
Don't blame me, its your fault, that I want more.
I want more
I want more
I want more
I want more
I want more.
5月19日 以前听94J&H时比较中意那首the girls of the night(因为经常熬夜赶图,特有感触...||||||);最近觉得DANGEROUS GAME 特别有感觉,早起和睡觉前都得听上几遍~~~~有朋友说那首确实是很有歌特风格的~~稀饭啊~~~~
如同歌词般,有点黑暗,有点诡异,正如lucy和jeklly的关系,"Silence speaks ,Loud and clear....."
觉得hyde本来就是jekll自身被压制的欲望和本性的一面,所以当他通过药物"分离"出人格时hyde说"I'm free now"...(hmm~~AW叔的声音真是太好听了啊~~),与其说人格分裂不如说是把自己的本我显现出来了而已吧~~~~
DANGEROUS GAME
LUCY
I feel your fingers-
Brushing my shoulder-
Your tempting touch,
As it tingles my spine-
Watching your eyes
As they invade my soul-
Forbidden pleasures
I'm afraid to make mine.
At the touch of your hand-
At the sound of your voice-
At the moment your eyes meet mine-
I am out of my mind-
I am out of control-
Full of feelings I can't define!
HYDE
It's a sin with no name-
Like a tiger to tame
And my senses proclaim
It's a dangerous game!
A darker dream
That has no ending
Something unreal
That you want to be true.
LUCY
A strange romance
Out of a mystery tale
HYDE
The frightened princess
Doesn't know what to do!
Does she just run away?
Does she risk it and stay?
Either way, there's no way to win!
LUCY
All I know is, I'm lost
And I'm counting the cost
My emotions are in a spin!
And though no one's to blame...
HYDE
It's a crime and a shame!
LUCY
But it's true, all the same
HYDE
It's a dangerous game!
BOTH
No one speaks-
Not one word-
All the words are in our eyes
Silence speaks
Loud and clear-
All the words we want to hear!
At the touch of your hand-
At the sound of your voice-
At the moment your eyes meet mine-
I am losing my mind-
I am losing control-
Full of feelings I can't define!
HYDE
It's a sin with no name
Like a tiger to tame
LUCY
And though no one's to blame
HYDE
It's a crime and a shame
BOTH
And the angels proclaim
It's a dangerous game!
It's a dangerous game!
Such a dangerous game...
最近淘到了电影High School musical,很有意思的电影,剧情是老套了点,不过歌舞很精彩啦,欣赏那种很青春很活泼的风格~~~~歌曲也满好听的,那女主演长的像印度人的说,满漂亮满个性的,声音也是~~~~
2006-5-16
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Lestat~~~不能这么快就下档啊~~哭~~
据说Lestat恶评如潮,要下档了~~~
看来是没什么机会看到了啊~~哭~~
其实也只是喜欢那电影而已,也就是音乐剧第二幕的剧情,第一幕好象满乏味的样子~~
毕竟音乐剧和电影是两回事的啊,还是接受现实好了,毕竟musical版的lestat长的比汤哥差不少,那个阿芒就更...可怕了(小说里的美少年,电影里变成大叔(班德拉斯),音乐剧里的样子简直能吓死人...||||||)
有时间就去研读安妮阿姨的小说算了~~~~对这个剧不抱期望比较好,管他什么Tony不Tony的(估计提名都...)
考完两门试了,接下来是画图,以及选修的考试以及法律课的考试...又有的忙了,哎~~
最近都不知道听什么好了,反正是乱七七的,换来换去,什么都听一点点,除了上次人家送的多明哥版"波西米亚人",才听一句就被吓到了~~毕竟和蝴蝶夫人感觉差别不小啊,那个勉强能接受一两首咏叹调,这个就......还是等看了完整剧再说吧,承认自己对古典音乐的理解能力还是太太太有限了~~~
最近抓到以前买的百老汇精选碟,发现里面有几部剧一直都没机会看呢,包括芭芭拉的成名作"你好,多莉",还有那个"爵士春秋",再次感叹一下身处困境啊~~五一时看网上有卖芭芭拉四部电影的,可惜一是价钱贵了点,二是走私碟邮购怕质量保证不了,只好作罢,现在想想真有些后悔了~~~不过后悔也没用哈哈~
at the end of day u're another day older,and that's all u can say for the life of the poor.......
突然想听LM来着,at the end of day和look down还有on day more都比较符合现在的心情呢~~还有小Gavroche的那几句,歌词最好改成
"There's are my people,here's my patch,
no much to look at, nothing posh,
nothing that you'd call up to scrath
This is my school my high society
here in the slums of China
we live on messeges of pepole abroad
though poor net,for what the hell!"
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die yong&live forever
hohoho~~~~ 最近听了elton john的新作Lestat的录音，虽然是偷录的，效果差很远（尤其是那
观众的笑声。。。吓死偶了。。。。|||||||），但还是无可救要地爱上了这部剧
呵呵~~~
放假之前在学校，一同学下载了预告的小断视频给我时，记得自己激动的要命
~~反复的看Claudia 的那几句”I want more“，那演员打扮的粉可爱的说~~还有那首
Sail Me Away,词曲都很美啊~~~恨不得马上下载到原声，虽然明知道是今年3，4月
才上演的新剧，等牒出版还不知道到何时。。。幸运的是，居然下到了；感谢爱
音客的朋友，满足了我的这个impossible dream.
毕竟“夜访吸血鬼“是我超爱的电影之一嘛（而且对里面的小吸血鬼Claudia 有所偏
爱呵呵~），Lestat的剧情又是那三部小说之合，加上作曲者是曾成功编写了狮子
王，aida和Billy Elliot中众多经典歌曲的elton john，这么多因素加在一起，不成就非
凡之作也难吧呵呵~~~
最近因为巧合（呵呵，应该说是缘分）认识了很多朋友，也得到了很多垂涎已久的东西~~真的太幸福了 啊
对了timetree现在正在展览馆看West Side Story呢，羡慕啊，别忘了多拍照哦~~~
5月2日
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2006-4-27
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迷死Titania了~~~
最近又在看这部剧了,变成扇子了呵呵~~
快放假了,能离开学校了,心情好多了呢~~
2006-4-26
Ich Gehoer Nur Mir
Ich Gehoer Nur Mir我只属于我自己！
我不要唯唯诺诺，
言听计从，俯首帖耳。
我不要矫揉造作，
曲意逢迎，讨人欢心。
我不是你的所有物，
因为我只属于易约骸?lt;BR>我想站在钢索上俯瞰整个世界。
我想走在薄冰上
试试能走多远。
我冒什么险跟你有什么相干？
我皇粲谖易约骸?lt;BR>你若想训导我，
无非是逼我去
逃避皇后缠人的职责。
你若要改变我，我就挣脱出去，
像鸟儿一样飞向天际
想要星星，我会自己动手去摘。
我按自己的方式
学习和成长，
保护自己远离危险！
因为我只属于我自己。
我不要背负别人的心愿和期待，
从早到晚生活在大众的视线里。
感到陌生的目光我会闪到一旁，
因为我只属于我自己。
你若想了解我，
就别把我抓得那样紧，
我不会将我的自由拱手交出。
你若想锁住我，我就离开你的黄金巢，
像鸟儿一样飞向辽阔的大海
我呼朋引伴，找寻栖身之所，
与他们共同分享快乐伤悲。
所以别向我要求我的生活，
我不能把它给你。
因为我只属于我自己，
只属于我自己！
放上一首Elisabeth亲自写的《致未来人》
致未来人
我孤独地漫游在这个世界，
早已不再留恋欢乐和生命；
没有同伴分享我的理想，
没有凡人理解我的精神。
我逃离这个世界连同它的欢欣，
也远离生活在那上面的人群；
他们的福祸均无缘与我相会，
我寂寞地游荡在另外的星辰。
曾使我痛苦的现已变成稀珍，
被遗弃的感觉变成天堂的福音；
我的精神得以自由飞跃，
地球上芸芸众生已变成陌生人！
我的灵魂面临彻底崩溃，
无声的理念不能挽救它的命运，
只有诗歌才能表达它的心声，
这就是这册书卷的成因。
它将忠实地超越世纪的流逝，
它将掠过令人不解的伤痕，
它将经历长长的坎坷的岁月，
直到这些诗歌复活的时候。
啊，它将抵达大师的境界！
它将慰籍一切悲苦之人，
在为自由而战烈士的头上，
戴上殉道者的灿烂花环！
你们未来时代可爱的精灵，
我现在对你们吐露我的真心，
它愿陪伴你们的生活同路，
请将这些诗句纳入你们的生命。
2006-4-22
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今天是偶的生日,真的好好开心啊!!
今天第一次和这么多人一起过自己的生日~~~感觉真的好好幸福啊~~
和两个班上的好友们一起用餐~~还收到好多可爱的礼物~~P.cat和321的朋友们深谙某猫的嗜好,送的都是和猫有关的东东,还有一套猫主题的咖啡杯,可爱死了呢~~
太感谢各位了~~~猫猫感动的不知道该怎么说才好~~
还有特别感谢把电脑让给我用的小强~你这几天辛苦了啊~注意休息啊
恩..还有谢谢这几天一直陪我聊天的蝴蝶,知道你明天要交图很忙,还是忍不住打扰你~~请原谅啊~~
2006-4-20
What Is This Thing Called Love?
What Is This Thing Called Love?
Well,it's a song in the movie De-Lovely,just quoet some words:
I was a humdrum person
Leading a life apart
When love flew in through my window wide
And quickened my humdrum heart
Love flew in through my window
I was so happy then
But after love had stayed a little while
Love flew out again
What is this thing called Love?
This funny thing called Love?
Just who can solve its mystery?
Why should it make a fool of me?
I saw you there one wonderful day
You took my heart and threw it away
That’s why I ask the Lord in Heaven above
What is this thing called Love?
What is this thing called Love?
Well,don't ask me~~~I'm kind of confused right now~~~~
I think after all I'm more or less a little traditional,though it's hard for me to admit~
I was taught to accept different kinds of conception,especily the Hesperian way. Mam taught me Hesperian way because she hate to be too conservative and she think some Chinese tradition is kind of going against human nature,so forigne masterpieces are my initiating book~Talking about Chinese literature,most of things I've got proach to is Ancient Chinese(I have to say I really enjoy it~),I haven't read much of modern books whritten in chinaese,so seldom do I know about Chinese writers,only sevaral ones I love most ---Lu Xun,Qian Zhongshu,Shen Cong wen...(sorry I can't remember for this moment~).
But since growing up,I find it doesn't help~~Sometimes I just can't understand others' thinking,even some of my friends'.Worst of all,there're little people round me have the same taste and interest~~~getting to know there'er so so many driffence between us,more than I thought~~It feels like a song called "so many things"---
Strange how I find myself
And so many things I’d forgotten,
In a world that we shared,
With so many things for the asking.
Never asked for the madness there.
Strange how I find myself
So often on a distant shore.
There’s only one thing that’s confusing.
Was it you? was it me?
With so many questions unanswered
Or was that part of your mystery?
Strange how I find myself
So often on a distant shore.
So many things I’d forgotten.
So many things for the asking.
Strange how I find myself
So often on a distant shore.
How I find myself
So often on a distant shore.
Thoug the fact is this,I've never changed my philosophy ,never will I!
如果我想跳舞， Wenn ich tanzen will,
我要按我喜欢的方式。 dann tanz ich so wie's mir gefällt.
只有我能决定时间， Ich allein bestimm' die Stunde.
只有我能选择音乐。 Ich allein wähl die Musik.
如果我想跳舞， Wenn ich tanzen will,
我会用我特有的方式。 dann tanze ich auf meine ganz besondre Art.
或许在悬崖边， Am Rand des Abgrunds
或许在你的目光中。 oder nur in deinem Blick.
"Learn To Be Lonely"(from POTO),
Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion
Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You’ve always known your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to Be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived life can be loved alone
一直觉得Phantom好悲哀~ 看POTO的时候,最关心的就是Phantom了~~做了测试,自己在POTO里最相像的人物果然是小phan~~突然觉得自己也很悲哀了~~
昨天买了个千与千寻里的玩具"煤球",挂在手机上,现在真的越看越觉得很像自己了~~~~~
PS:今天和一学长讨论关于暧昧的问题聊了许久~~还是很迷茫,有歌为证:"All the best women are married, All the handsome men are gay, you feel deprived...."555~~~真的deprived了~~~我不是不想做"good woman",但是married life对我来说难以想象~~~,也许真的如歌里唱的~~"I don't know how to love him"~~~~
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM
WHAT TO DO HOW TO MOVE HIM
I'VE BEEN CHANGED YES REALLY CHANGED
IN THIS PAST FEW DAYS WHEN I SEE MYSELF
I SEEM LIKE SOMEONE ELSE
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE THIS
I DON'T SEE WHY HE MOVES ME
HE'S A MAN HE'S JUST A MAN
AND I'VE HAD SO MANY MEN BEFORE
IN VERY MANY WAYS HE'S JUST ONE MORE
SHOULD I BRING HIM DOWN
SHOULD I CREAM AND SHOUT
SHOULD I SPEAK OF LOVE LET MY FEELINGS OUT
*I NEVER THOUGHT I'D COME TO THIS
WHAT'S IT ALL ABOUT*
DON'T YOU THINK IT'S RATHER FUNNY
I SHOULD BE IN THIS POSITION
I'M THE ONE WHO'S ALWAYS BEEN
SO CALM SO COOL NO LOVER'S FOOL
RUNNING EVERY SHOW
HE SCARES ME SO
REPEAT*
YES IF HE SAID HE LOVED ME
I'D BE LOST I'D BE FRIGHTENED
I COULDN'T COPE JUST COULDN'T COPE
I'D TURN MY HEAD I'D BACK AWAY
I WOULDN'T WANT TO KNOW
I LOVE HIM SO
If I Loved You
from Carousel
If I loved you, time and again
I would try to say all I'd want you to know
If I loved you, words wouldn't come
In an easy way, round in circles I'd go
Chorus:
Longing to tell you but afraid and shy
I'd let my golden chances pass me by
Soon you'd leave me
Off you would go in the mist of day
Never, never to know
How I love you, if I loved you
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